I want you to remember me for who I was not for what I am about to do. For everybody who tried to help me in life I want to say thank you. You took a shine to me and I never really figure it out why. I am flattered but I never really saw the mass appeal of somebody like myself who seems so helpless at times it's painful to watch. Never being smart, funny, intellectual, and being to able to socialize with people correctly was my Achilles heel.
This messed with my subconscious and scrambled my basic understanding of what people were trying to convey and turned them into something else. I inserted words and actions into their minds and assumed they hated me clearly because of my accidental existence and the way I look. Well, that's it for the night I am tired and need some rest I have a performance to give the next night. Cheerio Cowboy
